This transition is really hard. Its like drugs. You so used to it but when you want to stop, its crawling, whispering back to you. You struggle with your own mind fighting to be sane again.You even question is this really sane? What is sane? Question everywhere sukahati menjajah minda aku.
Its really hard and aku sekarang mengalaminya.
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Tadi aku pergi satu interview dengan mamat canada yang akan bekerja sebagai 1st AD di dalam pembikinan filem. Dia menemuramah aku, suppose jumpa at 10am lepas tu dia datang lambat reshedule balik pukul 3 petang. I was so nervous, mungkin mentality aku kononya orang putih ni hebat, padahal biasa aja. Dia membebel tak berhenti, sampai aku pening.
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Dunia ni banyak sangat temptation nye. Sana sini penuh dengan dosa, kenaifan, kebodohan, perangai peduli apa, hipokrit . Kita sering mahu mengambil jalan mudah di dalam semua hal.
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